It’s amazing to me how far along we’ve come
Though four months may not seem long enough,
it is to me because I’ve never let anybody in so quickly.
Some may call it infatuation, but I say
eight letters.
Let me explain…
the only reason why I stress
you so much is because I’m panicking.
I just want you to be perfect
because being hurt by you
seems to be the worst thing
that can happen after I say
eight letters.
Overcomplicated is an understatement
as to how I’ve tried
to justify you’re takeover of my
nightly dreams.
It hurts to know
that you don’t know
how much you mean to me.
I tell you that I won’t
because I’m trying to convince myself
that I don’t but…
I do
seven letters.
Voicing my opinion is one thing,
but to vocalize my affection
towards you
is so difficult
that sometimes it makes me cry.
I know I don’t make sense
but I want you to know what I’m
thinking
without me telling you.
I want you to
six letters
first
without you knowing
that eight letters.
Excuse my idiosyncrasies, please.
I just don’t want to open myself completely
if you are not ready
to receive what I have to offer.
As much as I’m trying to find some kind of balance
on the tough interior
of my heart’s foundation
I still find myself falling…
falling in
four letters.
You make my heart smile.
But how can the same man
that makes me so mad
turn right around and kiss me so soft?
I’ve been able to overcome
some of my insecurities,
and though I may backslide,
no one has helped me
get this far except
three letters.
Offering you all I have to give
seems as hard as giving you all I have,
but what else can I do
to express
what you have built inside of me?
I’ve tried singing songs
and looking to other authors
for inspiration to write my poems,
only to realize
that I’ve written my own
eight letters.
Understand that the simplest things
are the hardest to say.
But maybe one day
I’ll be able to confess
that you are my biggest fear.
Even if we don’t last
I know that there’s a blessing
in every lesson.
And the point of it all
is eight letters…
three words.
Dedicated to: C.A. Roberts