The day is coming…
It’ll be like the precursor to Judgment Day.
It’ll feel as if God himself has declared war upon you,
and you can only grieve because you know there’s no chance of victory.
I could take it upon myself to take vengeance, but revenge is only a vision with empty promises.
You may have fooled me for the past 5 years but now my chance to watch you suffer is at hand.
I will wait…
Wait until you feel the betrayal that I feel.
The heart break that comes to self-protective people like me isn’t taken lightly.
You should be glad that God hasn’t given me a hell to put people in ‘cause goodness knows where I’d put you.
I have a fire burning deep inside me that’s yearning to consume you, to melt the flesh off your bones as I breathe in the smell of your destruction.
If I could I’d annihilate you and what you stand for.
It’s not a matter of you moving on.
It’s all about how you slide your way into my head when I don’t want you there.
Then you take over and get me all messed up and then decide to leave.
Well, let me make this clear…
Stay away from me.
Remove my name from your mouth.
Forget that I existed.
You are a liar and hypocrite, and I’d be DAMNED to ever let you live this down.
You are dead to me and there is no hope for redemption.
There’s a day coming when the girl that you are head over heels for is going to take you for everything you have.
And I hope I’m there, not just to watch you hurt but to see you finally understand what’s it’s like to be played.
I want you to see what it’s like to not move on in hopes that this person will catch up with you, but they refuse to move.
I want you to see what it’s like to give in to someone and they not give back.
I want you to see what it’s like to put aside your insecurities only just to have them manifest your deepest fears.
Maybe it is by the grace of God that we never happened.
I don’t know what upsets me more…you lying to me or me believing you.
I’m not one to admit pain but what else can I say?
You got me;
I am heart broken, and it hurts like hell.
But that’s okay because one day my sorrow will be turned in to treasured gold.
